kilanizz
08 April 2010 @ 06:25 am
Hello! Welcome to my journal. You can find basic information about me on the left. I love to experiment with my art and my style is always changing *^o^* If you'd ever like any tips or have questions feel free!

I try to update whenever I can but it always seems like a hard thing for me, I don't know why. I guess sometimes if my day is busy I just like to relax at the end of the day, instead of write. If you'd like to friend me, go ahead! <3 I probably won't be making this Friends Only because most of my friends don't have LiveJournal.. and I don't care anyway, not like anyone stalks me! (I think..)

My art enjoyed by everyone around the world... this is my dream..
Please enjoy my artworks, and my writtings! I hope you will be happy in this world.

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PKDesigns - cocoway - ARK


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kilanizz
22 April 2008 @ 11:50 pm
is someone visiting us..?



..a new family member...?Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: CLANNAD - Megumeru
 
 
 
 
 
kilanizz
22 January 2007 @ 12:07 pm
Hi guys, I know I haven't seen you in a while, but it's nice to be back~!



I've missed you alot..Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: calmcalm
 
 
 
kilanizz
10 January 2007 @ 12:23 pm
I know it's been a loooong time... sorry about that..



how is everyone?Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: tiredtired
 
 
 
kilanizz
25 November 2006 @ 01:32 am
Mom told me we are going to euthenize peggy....

I can't stop crying... I feel so horrible.. she was my first pet.. I love her so much....
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Hikki - Passion ~ After the Battle
 
 
 
kilanizz
15 November 2006 @ 09:02 pm
you know what they say..



no, what do they say?Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: sicksick
 
 
 
kilanizz
08 November 2006 @ 12:57 am
Hi everyone.

No pics right now, sorry.

A couple of days ago my oldest dog Peggy scared my mom really bad by panting in a way that she thought she was going to die--it's not the first time my mom brought this up to me. I was really scared and depressed alot of the day & night, but she was fine later.

Tonight I am so sad and can't stop crying for 30 minutes. I'm ok now. Tonight my mom ran in and told me to help find peggy, so I ran out and tried to find her. I thought maybe she was still in the house and my mom was being crazy, so I told dad to go help outside and looked inside. No sign of her.

We all searched outside for about 5 minutes when I saw peggy walking in the middle of the road in the opposite direction of our house. I ran after her, and slowed down when I realised that the person next to her was Dad, who was picking her up. When he did she yelped out the same cry she did when she was sick the other night.

I thought she's okay.

But then we took her inside and I held her like a baby like I always do, and saw all of the blood on her tummy. We cleaned her off and there were two puncture wounds on the bottom side. After a bit of discusion we decided to taker her to the vet. When we got there it was closed.. so we took down the emergency number and started driving back home..

That's when I realised the blood on her back.. when we got home I ran into the bathroom to check.. and was horrified.. I pulled at her fur a little to lift it up to see where the blood was coming from... theres a huge gash and a chunk of her skin missing.. I started crying uncontrollbly.

I sat there rocking on the couch holding her and crying while my mom was trying to find a vet. She called about 7 places and they all turned us down because we don't have ready available money. I found two more puncture wounds right next to the gash on her back. I don't know wtf did this.. but I'm so worried right now and so depressed.

but, she seems okay.. she's acting okay.. I'm so scared though. We put up a crib for her to sleep in and tended to her wounds and gave her water, etc..

Anyway.. just wanted to let you guys know why I might not reply to pms/comments for a bit. I am not feeling really well right now and don't feel like talking too much. But, I might be posting pics in my LJ as usual and sounding happy tomorrow, because I tend to try and force it when it comes to being online, it makes me feel better.

Thank you, I love you all.
 
 
 
kilanizz
06 November 2006 @ 04:42 pm
I'm sure lovehaze & rainbow_sweets are eager for this post..

I got a SUPER b i g package today.. Lette-chan was SUPER confussed..



omg what could it be?!Collapse )
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Current Mood: happyhappy
 
 
 
kilanizz
02 November 2006 @ 12:49 am
OKAY so this isn't REALLY a halloween post..



why? but cute pictures at least!! DX!Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Asian Kung-Fu Generation - Kimi no Machi Made